Nervous

Well.

I’ve been trolling for Orthodox Jewish blogs for the last few months, with an eye out for any related to dating, marriage, and the like. I started when I got a new job that gives me constant internet access and occasional free time. And I found a lot – espcially of dating blogs. But I didn’t find any on marriage (or at least ones that I would want to read).

As a newly married 21-year-old, I have lots of questions. I’m the oldest in my family, so I don’t have the older-sister thing going for me, and I’m the first one of my close friends to get married. I just figured that a blog – anonymous, where I would get a chance to write, something that I love to do – would give me a place to ask some questions, vent a little, and see what came slinging back.

I’m a little nervous about this whole thing, so I’m going to take it slow. For now. I feel so exposed, even though no one can tell who I am.

But it feels good.